游园·惊梦

没了你我怎么活？

经过一个下午的折腾，终于找到了一个速度尚可的在线代理

如果还有更好的务必告诉我！万分感谢！

哦吼吼吼~~

刷网页和缓冲的速度奇慢无比，最终导致半天只看了一个trailer--8 films to die for!!!（其实除了这个别的就根本缓冲不出来）值了值了~~

万圣节档的北美洲不是一般精彩~自然免不了又是去官网横扫！！horrorfestonline.com

只有2部片子的trailer，剩下的都是not yet rated。对这两部兴趣不大，不过因为frontier的海报好看，决定期待一下这部片子。

虽然看穿了恐怖片trailer没poster好看，片子也许连trailer的质量都及不上。但伟大的saw让我明白——When you think the game is over, it has just begun.自己怕是逃不出恐怖电影的圈圈了。

十七大过后爱国热情降到最低点。。。

你猜下一个被和谐的是谁？

You**be仍然在缓冲……

 

 

刚想睡来着，看了几个video又亢奋了。

 

今天折腾了一页实习报告。满纸的废话，明天睡醒后估计还得删。所谓实习也就那样了。还做了些parttime。一起工作的前辈说要去开饭店。这好！做传媒的都去开饭店，学校里的不就省得担心就业率了？-_-|||

这年头转行似乎还挺容易。听说卖药的都去卖石头了。这倒难为了那些嗑药的。

 

做梦到一个吸血鬼。说是人类杀了他的孩子，还杀光了他的同类。满心怒火的他开始报复。人们四处追杀他，想出了很多招数对付他，还是没有逮到他，最终似乎导致了他对大蒜免疫。（他靠近我时我确定闻到大蒜味了。）偏偏让我碰上了已经奄奄一息的他。我想着他是世上最后一只吸血鬼了，出于同情和对珍稀动物的保护。我居然答应让他杀了我吸我的血。-_-|||

即便做梦我还是逃脱不了M的命运。惊奇自己潜意识里都那么善良。

 

这几天挺闲，看manson的interview练听力，无意中还发现了MM的另一个定义——M*********ing M*********er。-_-|||

 

讨厌闲着，又不好意思约人家出去。原本说好陪朋友去唱歌，一来二去也食言了。总觉得“相濡以沫，不如相忘于江湖。”

一次梦到她，就给她发短信说想她。她说通常做梦梦到的都是骗人的。我的确是骗她了。梦是很早前做的，很早之前我就开始想她。只是就这么想着。她说我是个喜新厌旧的人，她不知道事到如今我还念着她那个旧。只是就这么念着。像歌里唱的“爱你越久我越被动”。

突然发现好多人都爱照相什么的，说是为了纪念。这点我不能理解。那些人或事，该记的总会记住。既然忘了，似乎也没有必要再记起了。何必浪费资源记它们呢？还是一句话“不如相忘于江湖”。

这个夏天，记忆却泛滥了。我沉溺在怀旧里，懒得自拔。

以前想着谁都不会说。现在不一样，想你不让你知道不是白想了？

很想念大学。男人、某忻、sw、以前的室友。。。雨后的东川路。

 

时间肆无忌惮地流逝。

生活照旧。

欲望无限。

一个朋友送了我一本名叫《如何克服忧郁》的书。还有个朋友送了我王安忆的一句话“这就是生活，有着永远无法解决的矛盾，却也有同样令人不舍的东西”。挺感动的，谢谢他们。看来自己最近是zuo了点~

过几天又要干活儿去了。下学期也要让自己忙起来~

我是进初中才知道饿是什么感觉，进大学才知道什么叫累。不晓得下学期会不会有忙的感觉。。。听说能治失眠。期待一下！

 

 

 

The film has a very incoherent plot structure, and is difficult to describe chronologically due to several strange and often random scenes interweaved into the overall story. Such displays consist of the farmer fastening doll heads to pigeons, cutting off the head of a chicken, and collecting strange materials in jars.

A farmer, who may be the last person on Earth, lives on a rural farm in Belgium, and falls in love with his huge sow. After bonding with her in several strange ways, such as rolling in manure with her, he finally decides to culminate the relationship. After which, the sow gives birth to human/pig hybrids, whom the farmer immediately tries to bond with. He tries to feed them all, but they all try to leave to be with their mother. Jealous, the farmer hangs all of them. When she discovers that her children are dead, the sow runs away in grief and falls into a mud pit, where she drowns.

The farmer begins to look for his love, and when he finds her, he becomes overcome in sadness. He drags the sow out of the hole and buries her back at the farm, and subsequently tries burying himself along with her. When this fails, he decides that his life is also over, and begins destroying every important aspect of his life, including the strange jars that he collects throughout the film. After his breakdown, he oddly begins making tea out of his feces and urine, which he consumes wholeheartedly, and immediately becomes sick. Finally, he hangs himself off a ladder, which is the last image of the film.   ----Wikipedia

How lonely he is!

How bored I am!

If loneliness was all, nothing would be left to fear.

Still don't know the name of the film? Keep it unknown.

I won't tell you it's name and what I have done these days, either.

Summer's almost gone. The season I love most is coming. I have no presents to welcome it.

A word jumped out from my blank mind.

I wish something else could jumped out. But the only product of my mind is bullshit.

I'm sorry for that.

It's the dawn of a new day. Would you like to see the sunrise with me?

I have a song to share with you. I love it so much. Many years have passed since I heard the song for the first time. Perhaps, MUSIC is the only thing that will never be changed by time.

Its video also took my breath away. It's the most gorgeous and special video I've ever seen.